Isaiah Twenty Eight

...But the word of the LORD was unto them precept upon precept, precept upon precept; line upon line, line upon line; here a little, and there a little; that they might go, and fall backward, and be broken, and snared, and taken...

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I'm Vickie, 51, married since 1985. We have a grown son, born in 1986, and aside from two early miscarriages, were barren thereafter. That is until 2003, when we were miraculously expecting a baby girl. The pregnancy was wonderful & we were very excited to be so blessed. Sadly & preventably, Abigail died in utero the week of her due date thanks to a practice of outlandishly horrid medical providers masquerading as knowledgeable professionals. Consequently, I delivered her lifeless body on December 6, 2003 after 3 days of sorrowed labor. She may have been born still, but she was still born & is still loved. Long story short, we were blessed 16 months later with a 3rd miracle child. Anne came into the world on April 28, 2005 after yet another wonderful pregnancy. Sadly, it was discovered after her birth that she had a heart defect caused by trisomy 18. She died suddenly of congestive heart failure, just before midnight on June 28, 2005. Anne was 61derful days old when she left her mama's arms & went to rest in the Lord's. She was a wonderful sparkly child, who along with her siblings, are the subject of most of my writings, interests & hobbies.

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Lessons in Falling Backward and Being Broken - Genesis 8:1


At Abigail's funeral the pastor spoke on the passage in Samuel where David lost his baby boy. Her memorial cards were done with Psalm 23. But in the quiet moments of privacy that we had afterward, before her casket was taken to the baby garden for burial, I prayed Genesis 8:1 as I sealed her in.

And God remembered Noah...

Long & dark & frightful was the trip that Noah made in his primitive ocean liner. Here and there he must have nursed great worry that perhaps he'd been forgotten in his dark & stormy confines. But God did not forget him; He will not forget us either. Though we slosh in our frightfully tear-sodden isolation, He will not forget us. Though the storms are overwhelming and horrific, He does not leave us abandoned...

I cling to that when the loneliness of grief overcomes me; when I share mutual grieving with friends who also know the mournful depths of Adam's Curse, having placed their own babies in the earth.

Oh the mighty lessons that the Lord leads us through...mighty lessons that only come by falling backward, and being broken, and snared, and taken...
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